UNCONDITIONAL LOVE !!

FIRST OFF, YOU WILL ALLHAVE TO FORGIVE ME FOR THE POOR TYPING. MY MIND DOES NOT WORK LIKE MY HANDS ANYMORE AND IT,COMES OUT BACKWARDS OR DROPS A SENTANCE ECT.
           YOU KNOW YOU GET PEOPLE IN YOUR LIFE, MOST OF THETIME YOU HAVE SOMETHING IN COMMON,THE PEOPLE I  VALUE THE MOST BESIDES MY SISTER LORRIE IS MY SISTERS I HAVE MET ON FACEBOOK.WHY DID GOD PUT YOU ALL IN MY LIFE?HOW DID HE FIND SUCH A GROUP OF STRONG WOMAN, EVERYONE AS ILL AS MYSELF TO OFFER UP LOVE AND PRAYERS AND TAKE THE TIME TO LET YOU KNOW THEY ARE HERE FOR YOU.IT FILLS MY HEART WITH WARMTH AND JOY. THE FIRST THING I DO WHEN I AWAKE IS TO GET MY COFFEE AND GO TO MY FACEBOOK TO SEE MY FAMILY, TO SEE HOW YOU ALL ARE, TO SEE WHO NEEDS EXTRA PRAYERS. HOWBLESSED I AM TO HAVE ALL OF YOU,I WILL NEVER KNOW GOD'S PLAN FOR ME, BUT I WILL ALWAYS BE GREATFUL.
                    NOW GETTING TO THIS ALHEZIMERS THING, I AM GETTING MORE AFRAID EVERYDAY, I HAVE READ ALL THE MATERIAL FROM THE MAYO CLINIC AND THE EARLIER YOU GET IT THE FASTER IT PROGRESSES. I AM ON MEDS FOR IT, MY DOORS NOW HAVE ALARMS INCASE I GO OUT AT NIGHT, I WEAR A PAL ALERT BUTTON WHICH HAS A GPS ON IT, SO IN THAT WAY IM COVERED, BUT IM SCARED, I KNOW I WILL NEVER BE ALONE AS I HAVE MY HUSBAND JOE, WHO BESIDES LOVE I SEE FEAR IN HIS EYES. I HAVE MY SISTER LORRIE AND I WILL ALWAYS HAVE MY SON AND HIS FAMILY, BUT WHEN WILL I BE GONE? WHEN WILL I FORGET THE LOVE I ONCE KNEW?I CRY THEN I GET A MIGRAINE, I KNOW YOU KNOW HOWTHAT GOES. I HAVE DEALT WITH ILLNESS ALL MY LIFE, BUT HAVE ALWAYS BEEN GREATFUL MY BRAIN HAS NEVER BEEN PERMENTLY AFFECTED, EVEN WHEN I HAD MY STROKE. BUT NOW MY BRAIN IS ATROPHYING, SHRINKING AWAY. I DO NOT WANT TO SHRINK AWAY, I HAVE DONE EVERYTHING, PRAYED, BARGINED, PLEADED, DENIED, BUT IT IS GOING TO HAPPEN. I HAVE NO CONTROL OVER MY FUTURE, I WANT YOU ALL TO KNOW, YOU ARE SO SPECIAL TO ME, AND ARE LOVED FOREVER, YOU ALL KNOW WHO YOU ARE AND I WANT TO THANK YOU FOR THESE MONTHS OF TEARS, LAUGHTER AND JOY THAT YOU HAVE EACH BROUGHT INTO MY LIFE, I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!