Helloeveryone,
It's really hard sometimes to know what to say when you mine goes round and round in circles. One moment I'm Lafon one moment I'm crying or I get this blank stare on my face. Yet again another unseeing illness that nobody understands nobody can see it hurts to now that the so many people and family that don't believe that you sick because you look well. I am so sick of all hypocrites I was saying the other day to a friend you now I wish I had cancer they could hear a I could use it who's abreast in our Malay but two things would happen I be cured in people would believe I was sent.
Both come to the time that I don't care who thinks I'm sick and who doesn't think I'm sick I know what it's like to have to have my husband dress me undress me shower me watch me choke when I try to eat cry for me in dry my tears. I don't need to hypocrites in my life. These go from church members to family members to friends and him not read deal with it anymore I have one person that I want to spend the next five years with and that's my husband Joe if you are not with me you are against me and I don't need you I have special Angels I have Joe and I have the love of Jesus. I know this sounds a little angry but I am so sick of running into people talent me you look wonderful you must be all better I'm not all better my prognosis is poor but I'm not going to keep on going on and on about I got five years to live I'm in a live those five years and I'm gunnel liver without the negativity that comes into my life I don't need you I don't want you I want people like TM and people that I can care for. I have met so many strong wonderful women through Facebook and support groups as the last you have an old friend that I love dearly enter my life again and I know she'll be here when I leave to be wrapped in the arms of Jesus so if you can't support me or if you can't support a loved one that suffering from a disease that you can see to the my favor to stay away we don't need to drive, we don't need the criticism and we don't need the hypocrisy we have a Java we are strong woman and the rest of you just kiss our asses. You know who you are when I say this I love you my prayers are with you and I pray that all of you have less pain and have a joyous holiday and let's remember what it's about Jesus the one that's taking care of us now.
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