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MY DEAR FRIENDS,
 THIS MAY BE HARD TO READ ASICANNOT TYPE WITHOUT DIFFICULTY. JOE SET THE DRAGON UP ON HISPUTER BUT I CANNOT DO MY VOICE PROFILE UNTIL TEPNEUMONIA IS GONE. THIS IS MY SECOND WEEKSON ANTIBIOTICSAND MY RIGHT LUNG IS STILL FULL.I THINK WHEN MY DR GETS BACK I WILL BE IN HOSP.
     I SAW MY ;AST NEURO WHO I PICKED TO TAKE CARE OF THE ALHEZIMERS. HEIS VERY CARING AND AGRESSIVE. MY PROGNOSIS IS VERY POOR SINCE I GOT IT SO YOUNG. THEY ARELOOKING AT 5 YRS. THE DISEASE DOES NOT  KILL YOU, IT IS COMPLICATIONS LIKE MALNUTRICIAN, PNEUMONIA FROM ASPERATION. FALLING ECT.
               I ASKED WHAT TO TELL MY FAMILY, MY SON, THE DR SAID TEL HIM I HAVE A TERRIBLE DISEASEAND I WILL LIVEEACH DAY  TO THE FULLIST.THIS IS GOING TO BE HARD TO DO ASI CAN ALREADY FEEL MYSELF SLIPPING AWAY. HE SAID I HAVE HAD IT A YR OR MORE. ALL THIS TIME I THOUGHT IT WAS THELUPUS OR FIBRO FOG, DO NOT TAKEANYTHING FOR GRANTED.
         I AM VERY WORRIED ABOUT JOE. HE IS STILL IN DENIAL, WANTS ME IN BED ALL THE TIME. I NEED HELPAROUND HERE VBUT MEDICAID WILL NOT SEND HOMEMAKER OR OR VISITING NURSE. DUE  TO THE COUMIDIN I NEED MY BLOOD CHECKED EVERY WEEK, IT HAS BEEN OVER A MONTH..
         I AM QUITTING SMOKING ON THE FIRST DR SAID I HAD TO. MY PRIMARY SAID GO AHEAD AND SMOKE NOT GOING TO MAKE A DIFFERENCE NOW, MY LUNGS, HEART,KIDNEYSM BRAIN AND DIABETES ARE ALL MESSED UP SO ENJOY. THE NEURO SAID STOP AND STOP NOW.
              I FIND MYSELF ISOLATING STAYING IN MY ROOM, NOT TAKING CALLS ECT. I HAVE NOT BEEN DRESSED IN 3 WEEKS, JOE HELPS ME SHOWER, IT IS SO HUMILIATING. I WANT TO BE A WIFE NOT A PT.
               NOW TO ALL OF YOU, IF NOT  FOR YOU ALL AND JOE ALONG WITH MY FAITH NOW THAT I HAVE GOT OVER THE ANGER, I WOULD BE GONE. I HAD NO WILL TO LIVE LIKE THIS. YOU ALL HAVE SAVED MY LIFE. THE PICTURES THAT VILDA MADE MADE ME SMILE I WANT TO PRINT THEM TO PUT ON MY MEMOERY WALL. JOE GOT ME A FANCYHAT BOX TO PUT MEMORIES IN FOR MY FAMILY WHEN I AM GOME. TO SOME OF YOU 5 YRSSEEMS LIKE I LONG TIME BUT IT ISENT, IT PASSES FAST..... AND YES I AM STILL SCARED. I WOULD PRAY FOR ALL YOUR PAIN TO GO AWAY, FOR A CURE FOR YOU ALL AND I WOULD LOVE IF WE CAN BE TOEGHTER TILL THE END. I NEED YOU ALL.
         MY MIND IS FAILIG, I TALK TO MYSELF, I BURN MYSELF ON THE STOVE, CAN FIND MY DISHES AND FORGET WHAT I DID 5 MINUTES AGO, I LOVE YOU MY FRIENDS AND PRAY YOU NEVER LEAVE ME AND I PRAY YOU WILL ALLBE THERE FOR JOE...............GOD BLESS YOU MY SISTERS
     FOR A SPECIAL FRIEND VICTOR TY FOR BEING BACK IN MY LIFE AS A CHRISTIAN MAN, YOUR PRAYS MEAN SO MUCH TO ME AND WHO WOULD HAVE THOUGHT AFTER 34 YRS WE WOULD BE ALIVE, AND HAPPY, MARRIED AND WALKING WITH JESUS