HOW DO YOU FEEL LIKE A WOMAN, PG RATED

WELL I DO NOT KNOW WHERE TO START. TODAY STARTED OUT BAD AT 4 AM. I REMEMBER THE DAYS WHEN JOE AND I FIRST GOT MARRIED, I TOLD HIM I WAS VERY SICK AND COULD VERY WELL DIE ON HIM. I WAS A WIDOW AN DHAPPY TO BE LONE. WELL JOE SURPRISED ME AN DFLEW TO CA TO PROPOSE ON CHRISTMAS EVE. THAT WAS 9 YRS SGO. SINCE THEN I HAVE HAD 24 HOSPITILAZIONS. ALMOST DIED 3 TIMES.