Hello everyone,
I know it's been a while since I've blogged this just too many emotions too much to go through when I go the doctors, the news just keeps getting worse and worse. But I have another opinion, December 14. This things. I don't how to tell my family were wanted to my family, my church friends know everything in a know it will stay there and I know I can talk to you all. You, you are all like family to me, and it seems the days get shorter and shorter. I don't know about a lot of you, but I get seasonal depression. This time, media time joy the time of Christ's birth. By four o'clock. I just want my pajamas on and climb in bed, but that just wakes me up between three and four.
How you go back to the way things used to be media parents were alive when everybody gathered around for holiday dinners whenever that was plenty of food. Everybody was always welcome. Had he go back to the days of good solid marriages now eyeing that if you make files you would be together forever. Today, 15 teaching our children values. Values that they would stick to it. We go back to days of keeping God in our lives. I think I'm sort of reflective today I want to be healthy. I want to be happy. I want to think I want to dance. I want to go shopping and be with my friends. I don't want any pain. I wanted me set this and I don't want that for any of us. I want us all to have the lies that we used to have. So I guess on this holiday season. We can't go back allies are what they are, some shorter than others. Some of us have more pain than others. The only thing I don't want to lose my faith. I know Jesus didn't do this to me. I know what Satan in his little minions out there that try to hurt us all.
I know that most of us will never danced and sang there may have the days of old, but I do pray that the upcoming year brings us must pain more yelling more research more health more money and more love between all of us. There's enough love to fill a motion that I don't want any of us to be lonely, either in our homes, our hearts are in our minds. I know we will always be there for each other in even when the day comes that I don't remember you while I know there's a special place in my heart in you will always, always remain there. One thing I do have to learn is not take for granted the love that I do have I'm blessed to have somebody stand by me and him pushing him away in its cause and a lot of risk that our marriage. He's all I have any friend of the best guys in the world. And the closer he tries to become and the more he tries to help the more I resent him so I could use some prayers on that, ladies and gents, so just let me add this little prayer
did Jesus in your name. I asked for you to help the doctors find healing fine compassion, but then not be kind condescending and listen to us. Listen to our pains and what we go through every day. Lord help them find medicine. She gave us some of the days of old. Back all lot of my friends still Lord Earl lot younger than me. They have a full life, I had with them. Let them have the allies let them have their families. Let them find love. Please did Jesus let them have less pain be ever to get out of bed, the ever watch a sunrise or sunset. To feel the cool wind on our faces Lord, let us have a very simple thing a life to live, to glorify You give you praise. In your glorious name I pray, Amen
