Saturday, December 31, 2011
My Journey through Alhezimers: error correction
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Friday, December 30, 2011
My Journey through Alhezimers: UPDATE EVERYONE PLEASE READ
My Journey through Alhezimers: UPDATE EVERYONE PLEASE READ: MY DEAR FRIENDS, THIS MAY BE HARD TO READ ASICANNOT TYPE WITHOUT DIFFICULTY. JOE SET THE DRAGON UP ON HISPUTER BUT I CANNOT DO MY VOICE PR...
UPDATE EVERYONE PLEASE READ
MY DEAR FRIENDS,
THIS MAY BE HARD TO READ ASICANNOT TYPE WITHOUT DIFFICULTY. JOE SET THE DRAGON UP ON HISPUTER BUT I CANNOT DO MY VOICE PROFILE UNTIL TEPNEUMONIA IS GONE. THIS IS MY SECOND WEEKSON ANTIBIOTICSAND MY RIGHT LUNG IS STILL FULL.I THINK WHEN MY DR GETS BACK I WILL BE IN HOSP.
I SAW MY ;AST NEURO WHO I PICKED TO TAKE CARE OF THE ALHEZIMERS. HEIS VERY CARING AND AGRESSIVE. MY PROGNOSIS IS VERY POOR SINCE I GOT IT SO YOUNG. THEY ARELOOKING AT 5 YRS. THE DISEASE DOES NOT KILL YOU, IT IS COMPLICATIONS LIKE MALNUTRICIAN, PNEUMONIA FROM ASPERATION. FALLING ECT.
I ASKED WHAT TO TELL MY FAMILY, MY SON, THE DR SAID TEL HIM I HAVE A TERRIBLE DISEASEAND I WILL LIVEEACH DAY TO THE FULLIST.THIS IS GOING TO BE HARD TO DO ASI CAN ALREADY FEEL MYSELF SLIPPING AWAY. HE SAID I HAVE HAD IT A YR OR MORE. ALL THIS TIME I THOUGHT IT WAS THELUPUS OR FIBRO FOG, DO NOT TAKEANYTHING FOR GRANTED.
I AM VERY WORRIED ABOUT JOE. HE IS STILL IN DENIAL, WANTS ME IN BED ALL THE TIME. I NEED HELPAROUND HERE VBUT MEDICAID WILL NOT SEND HOMEMAKER OR OR VISITING NURSE. DUE TO THE COUMIDIN I NEED MY BLOOD CHECKED EVERY WEEK, IT HAS BEEN OVER A MONTH..
I AM QUITTING SMOKING ON THE FIRST DR SAID I HAD TO. MY PRIMARY SAID GO AHEAD AND SMOKE NOT GOING TO MAKE A DIFFERENCE NOW, MY LUNGS, HEART,KIDNEYSM BRAIN AND DIABETES ARE ALL MESSED UP SO ENJOY. THE NEURO SAID STOP AND STOP NOW.
I FIND MYSELF ISOLATING STAYING IN MY ROOM, NOT TAKING CALLS ECT. I HAVE NOT BEEN DRESSED IN 3 WEEKS, JOE HELPS ME SHOWER, IT IS SO HUMILIATING. I WANT TO BE A WIFE NOT A PT.
NOW TO ALL OF YOU, IF NOT FOR YOU ALL AND JOE ALONG WITH MY FAITH NOW THAT I HAVE GOT OVER THE ANGER, I WOULD BE GONE. I HAD NO WILL TO LIVE LIKE THIS. YOU ALL HAVE SAVED MY LIFE. THE PICTURES THAT VILDA MADE MADE ME SMILE I WANT TO PRINT THEM TO PUT ON MY MEMOERY WALL. JOE GOT ME A FANCYHAT BOX TO PUT MEMORIES IN FOR MY FAMILY WHEN I AM GOME. TO SOME OF YOU 5 YRSSEEMS LIKE I LONG TIME BUT IT ISENT, IT PASSES FAST..... AND YES I AM STILL SCARED. I WOULD PRAY FOR ALL YOUR PAIN TO GO AWAY, FOR A CURE FOR YOU ALL AND I WOULD LOVE IF WE CAN BE TOEGHTER TILL THE END. I NEED YOU ALL.
MY MIND IS FAILIG, I TALK TO MYSELF, I BURN MYSELF ON THE STOVE, CAN FIND MY DISHES AND FORGET WHAT I DID 5 MINUTES AGO, I LOVE YOU MY FRIENDS AND PRAY YOU NEVER LEAVE ME AND I PRAY YOU WILL ALLBE THERE FOR JOE...............GOD BLESS YOU MY SISTERS
FOR A SPECIAL FRIEND VICTOR TY FOR BEING BACK IN MY LIFE AS A CHRISTIAN MAN, YOUR PRAYS MEAN SO MUCH TO ME AND WHO WOULD HAVE THOUGHT AFTER 34 YRS WE WOULD BE ALIVE, AND HAPPY, MARRIED AND WALKING WITH JESUS
THIS MAY BE HARD TO READ ASICANNOT TYPE WITHOUT DIFFICULTY. JOE SET THE DRAGON UP ON HISPUTER BUT I CANNOT DO MY VOICE PROFILE UNTIL TEPNEUMONIA IS GONE. THIS IS MY SECOND WEEKSON ANTIBIOTICSAND MY RIGHT LUNG IS STILL FULL.I THINK WHEN MY DR GETS BACK I WILL BE IN HOSP.
I SAW MY ;AST NEURO WHO I PICKED TO TAKE CARE OF THE ALHEZIMERS. HEIS VERY CARING AND AGRESSIVE. MY PROGNOSIS IS VERY POOR SINCE I GOT IT SO YOUNG. THEY ARELOOKING AT 5 YRS. THE DISEASE DOES NOT KILL YOU, IT IS COMPLICATIONS LIKE MALNUTRICIAN, PNEUMONIA FROM ASPERATION. FALLING ECT.
I ASKED WHAT TO TELL MY FAMILY, MY SON, THE DR SAID TEL HIM I HAVE A TERRIBLE DISEASEAND I WILL LIVEEACH DAY TO THE FULLIST.THIS IS GOING TO BE HARD TO DO ASI CAN ALREADY FEEL MYSELF SLIPPING AWAY. HE SAID I HAVE HAD IT A YR OR MORE. ALL THIS TIME I THOUGHT IT WAS THELUPUS OR FIBRO FOG, DO NOT TAKEANYTHING FOR GRANTED.
I AM VERY WORRIED ABOUT JOE. HE IS STILL IN DENIAL, WANTS ME IN BED ALL THE TIME. I NEED HELPAROUND HERE VBUT MEDICAID WILL NOT SEND HOMEMAKER OR OR VISITING NURSE. DUE TO THE COUMIDIN I NEED MY BLOOD CHECKED EVERY WEEK, IT HAS BEEN OVER A MONTH..
I AM QUITTING SMOKING ON THE FIRST DR SAID I HAD TO. MY PRIMARY SAID GO AHEAD AND SMOKE NOT GOING TO MAKE A DIFFERENCE NOW, MY LUNGS, HEART,KIDNEYSM BRAIN AND DIABETES ARE ALL MESSED UP SO ENJOY. THE NEURO SAID STOP AND STOP NOW.
I FIND MYSELF ISOLATING STAYING IN MY ROOM, NOT TAKING CALLS ECT. I HAVE NOT BEEN DRESSED IN 3 WEEKS, JOE HELPS ME SHOWER, IT IS SO HUMILIATING. I WANT TO BE A WIFE NOT A PT.
NOW TO ALL OF YOU, IF NOT FOR YOU ALL AND JOE ALONG WITH MY FAITH NOW THAT I HAVE GOT OVER THE ANGER, I WOULD BE GONE. I HAD NO WILL TO LIVE LIKE THIS. YOU ALL HAVE SAVED MY LIFE. THE PICTURES THAT VILDA MADE MADE ME SMILE I WANT TO PRINT THEM TO PUT ON MY MEMOERY WALL. JOE GOT ME A FANCYHAT BOX TO PUT MEMORIES IN FOR MY FAMILY WHEN I AM GOME. TO SOME OF YOU 5 YRSSEEMS LIKE I LONG TIME BUT IT ISENT, IT PASSES FAST..... AND YES I AM STILL SCARED. I WOULD PRAY FOR ALL YOUR PAIN TO GO AWAY, FOR A CURE FOR YOU ALL AND I WOULD LOVE IF WE CAN BE TOEGHTER TILL THE END. I NEED YOU ALL.
MY MIND IS FAILIG, I TALK TO MYSELF, I BURN MYSELF ON THE STOVE, CAN FIND MY DISHES AND FORGET WHAT I DID 5 MINUTES AGO, I LOVE YOU MY FRIENDS AND PRAY YOU NEVER LEAVE ME AND I PRAY YOU WILL ALLBE THERE FOR JOE...............GOD BLESS YOU MY SISTERS
FOR A SPECIAL FRIEND VICTOR TY FOR BEING BACK IN MY LIFE AS A CHRISTIAN MAN, YOUR PRAYS MEAN SO MUCH TO ME AND WHO WOULD HAVE THOUGHT AFTER 34 YRS WE WOULD BE ALIVE, AND HAPPY, MARRIED AND WALKING WITH JESUS
MY NEW YEARS BLOG
MY DEAR FRIENDS,
THIS IS GOING TO BE SHORT AS THEV VOICE THING IS ON JOES PUTER AND I CANNOT DO MY VOICEASI STILL HAVE PNEUMONIA
THIS IS GOING TO BE SHORT AS THEV VOICE THING IS ON JOES PUTER AND I CANNOT DO MY VOICEASI STILL HAVE PNEUMONIA
Thursday, December 29, 2011
Saturday, December 10, 2011
A bright new dayand a bit of honesty
Helloeveryone,
It's really hard sometimes to know what to say when you mine goes round and round in circles. One moment I'm Lafon one moment I'm crying or I get this blank stare on my face. Yet again another unseeing illness that nobody understands nobody can see it hurts to now that the so many people and family that don't believe that you sick because you look well. I am so sick of all hypocrites I was saying the other day to a friend you now I wish I had cancer they could hear a I could use it who's abreast in our Malay but two things would happen I be cured in people would believe I was sent.
Both come to the time that I don't care who thinks I'm sick and who doesn't think I'm sick I know what it's like to have to have my husband dress me undress me shower me watch me choke when I try to eat cry for me in dry my tears. I don't need to hypocrites in my life. These go from church members to family members to friends and him not read deal with it anymore I have one person that I want to spend the next five years with and that's my husband Joe if you are not with me you are against me and I don't need you I have special Angels I have Joe and I have the love of Jesus. I know this sounds a little angry but I am so sick of running into people talent me you look wonderful you must be all better I'm not all better my prognosis is poor but I'm not going to keep on going on and on about I got five years to live I'm in a live those five years and I'm gunnel liver without the negativity that comes into my life I don't need you I don't want you I want people like TM and people that I can care for. I have met so many strong wonderful women through Facebook and support groups as the last you have an old friend that I love dearly enter my life again and I know she'll be here when I leave to be wrapped in the arms of Jesus so if you can't support me or if you can't support a loved one that suffering from a disease that you can see to the my favor to stay away we don't need to drive, we don't need the criticism and we don't need the hypocrisy we have a Java we are strong woman and the rest of you just kiss our asses. You know who you are when I say this I love you my prayers are with you and I pray that all of you have less pain and have a joyous holiday and let's remember what it's about Jesus the one that's taking care of us now.
It's really hard sometimes to know what to say when you mine goes round and round in circles. One moment I'm Lafon one moment I'm crying or I get this blank stare on my face. Yet again another unseeing illness that nobody understands nobody can see it hurts to now that the so many people and family that don't believe that you sick because you look well. I am so sick of all hypocrites I was saying the other day to a friend you now I wish I had cancer they could hear a I could use it who's abreast in our Malay but two things would happen I be cured in people would believe I was sent.
Both come to the time that I don't care who thinks I'm sick and who doesn't think I'm sick I know what it's like to have to have my husband dress me undress me shower me watch me choke when I try to eat cry for me in dry my tears. I don't need to hypocrites in my life. These go from church members to family members to friends and him not read deal with it anymore I have one person that I want to spend the next five years with and that's my husband Joe if you are not with me you are against me and I don't need you I have special Angels I have Joe and I have the love of Jesus. I know this sounds a little angry but I am so sick of running into people talent me you look wonderful you must be all better I'm not all better my prognosis is poor but I'm not going to keep on going on and on about I got five years to live I'm in a live those five years and I'm gunnel liver without the negativity that comes into my life I don't need you I don't want you I want people like TM and people that I can care for. I have met so many strong wonderful women through Facebook and support groups as the last you have an old friend that I love dearly enter my life again and I know she'll be here when I leave to be wrapped in the arms of Jesus so if you can't support me or if you can't support a loved one that suffering from a disease that you can see to the my favor to stay away we don't need to drive, we don't need the criticism and we don't need the hypocrisy we have a Java we are strong woman and the rest of you just kiss our asses. You know who you are when I say this I love you my prayers are with you and I pray that all of you have less pain and have a joyous holiday and let's remember what it's about Jesus the one that's taking care of us now.
Tuesday, December 6, 2011
A BRIGHT NEW DAY
Good morning everybody well, this is been a roller coaster of the week about 10 days ago my doctor sets me off the Alzheimer's meds, she did not want to mask any symptoms as I go for my third opinion on the 14th. Joe and I have both noticed that my memory is worse a lot faster than we thought. Without the medication. My memory is very bad he can't sign my dishes. What's, and what cabinet my balance is off. Joe helps me with my close it all seems to be happening so fast. I just turned 56 last week, and the prognosis is very poor for a person my age gel. I think you still in denial as he will not go or read any of the care provider books he has no idea where these in for.
I really am trying to live my day day day. However, our mates. You may never know how that beat Joe make Sherry takes me to get my hair done in many else.Joe is doing everything possible to help me, but I want my husband back. I don't want a nurse. East being very patient. I've been very mean, I think I'm trying to push away in that don't want to do this without him. I don't want to live. We have not told anybody in my family. The prognosis yet we figured that we would wait until my next appointment.On the 14th.
I keep asking myself why this is happening. Like I've said before, applicable to lupus all my life I excepted it. I don't what the flares that in the fire broke I dealt with it still did my chores still moved around. If I couldn't get up. I didn't get up in out, and the story I was born. The primary clot disorder intake. What then is, but that doesn't matter. They can still kill me at any time. Finally, when Intuit, found out I had diabetes. Okay, God didn't do this to me if I excepted all. I went to church. I kept my faith. I believed Satan had his little minions run around by me because I was getting closer to Jesus. My family doesn't understand. I have my church family was great and only it's the people that have, hurts, hangups and speed bumps in the own lives. I told themlast week I wasnot going to go anymore that it wasn't helped by the naturally, they talked me out of it. Joe goes with me at first to support me, but now he goes to get some support himself. Ladies, if I get asked you for anything. Please please please please go to Joe's room. It's called Joe's crew 2011@Facebook.com. He will listen to you Amazing to me. Actually, that with this technology. I can find so many loving genuine caringfriends on that thing called Facebook. I have listened to other stories, their pains, the joys their wishes and dreams. and we all have a common thread, we all believe in Jesus him. We all believe that we will be healed. From last week. I been doubting my faith.. I believe in God, I believe that he does not hurt us, but I also believe that sometimes the only time you can be healed is when Jesus takes you home to meet his father.
My dear friends, I guess what I'm trying to tell you is I have been hurt, abuse, deceived like to devastated ripped apart all my life since I was a child. It did not break me. It made me make some bad choices, but it did not break me. It made me stronger and I have to now promise to Joe and to all of you, as an example that I couldn't fight that Armstrong. I have overcome so much. I'm not afraid of dying. I know there's a better place for me. But as long as I'm yeah, I am going to fight this. I will not lay down. I will stand strong. I will be the beautiful angel that was in the pitches that were made on Facebook. God bless you, when you made my day.So ladies, let's think of off like I said, I'm older I don't have children to chase around. I can't work anymore. Some of you have to deal with this would don't little children and families in working but were all strong enough matter what affliction that we have. We will always be here foreach other. The time will come when I'm not actually able to post anymore, the Dragon will help spin a godsend from Joe to be evident talk. Instead, a type.
To sum it all up. Besides Joe, you while in my church family are all I have. I can't tell my son that I'm dying to tell him when I get the final diagnosis settlement meantime, I'll be here for you. Please share with me. Let's just live each day. I'm not a really tried in Ghana fight and honest step into that ring intake that last punch like my modality. God I love you all and thank you thank you thank you for supporting me supporting my blog and given me hope. It's
I really am trying to live my day day day. However, our mates. You may never know how that beat Joe make Sherry takes me to get my hair done in many else.Joe is doing everything possible to help me, but I want my husband back. I don't want a nurse. East being very patient. I've been very mean, I think I'm trying to push away in that don't want to do this without him. I don't want to live. We have not told anybody in my family. The prognosis yet we figured that we would wait until my next appointment.On the 14th.
I keep asking myself why this is happening. Like I've said before, applicable to lupus all my life I excepted it. I don't what the flares that in the fire broke I dealt with it still did my chores still moved around. If I couldn't get up. I didn't get up in out, and the story I was born. The primary clot disorder intake. What then is, but that doesn't matter. They can still kill me at any time. Finally, when Intuit, found out I had diabetes. Okay, God didn't do this to me if I excepted all. I went to church. I kept my faith. I believed Satan had his little minions run around by me because I was getting closer to Jesus. My family doesn't understand. I have my church family was great and only it's the people that have, hurts, hangups and speed bumps in the own lives. I told themlast week I wasnot going to go anymore that it wasn't helped by the naturally, they talked me out of it. Joe goes with me at first to support me, but now he goes to get some support himself. Ladies, if I get asked you for anything. Please please please please go to Joe's room. It's called Joe's crew 2011@Facebook.com. He will listen to you Amazing to me. Actually, that with this technology. I can find so many loving genuine caringfriends on that thing called Facebook. I have listened to other stories, their pains, the joys their wishes and dreams. and we all have a common thread, we all believe in Jesus him. We all believe that we will be healed. From last week. I been doubting my faith.. I believe in God, I believe that he does not hurt us, but I also believe that sometimes the only time you can be healed is when Jesus takes you home to meet his father.
My dear friends, I guess what I'm trying to tell you is I have been hurt, abuse, deceived like to devastated ripped apart all my life since I was a child. It did not break me. It made me make some bad choices, but it did not break me. It made me stronger and I have to now promise to Joe and to all of you, as an example that I couldn't fight that Armstrong. I have overcome so much. I'm not afraid of dying. I know there's a better place for me. But as long as I'm yeah, I am going to fight this. I will not lay down. I will stand strong. I will be the beautiful angel that was in the pitches that were made on Facebook. God bless you, when you made my day.So ladies, let's think of off like I said, I'm older I don't have children to chase around. I can't work anymore. Some of you have to deal with this would don't little children and families in working but were all strong enough matter what affliction that we have. We will always be here foreach other. The time will come when I'm not actually able to post anymore, the Dragon will help spin a godsend from Joe to be evident talk. Instead, a type.
To sum it all up. Besides Joe, you while in my church family are all I have. I can't tell my son that I'm dying to tell him when I get the final diagnosis settlement meantime, I'll be here for you. Please share with me. Let's just live each day. I'm not a really tried in Ghana fight and honest step into that ring intake that last punch like my modality. God I love you all and thank you thank you thank you for supporting me supporting my blog and given me hope. It's
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